Assalamualaikum and hi,
Look like I didn't post any updates for two years. Whew, might busy with life?
There is a lot of news on a different perspective either happy or sad. Alhamdulillah, I was awarded a master in 2018, specifically in soil science. A tiring journey I might add but I enjoyed every minute. I love research and free to do anything.
I never thought the most hatred subject during my studies would become something that trained me to be an expert. I want to be an expert in plant pathology. But, who am I to deny every path created by our mightly Allah.
I could say, it not an easy path to do the master on research. It needs a lot of sacrifices, attention, patient and so on. The hardest part is writing the whole thesis. It takes almost a year from writing and preparing for thesis submission prior for viva voce. But I love every journey during my master. Being supervised by a strict supervisor teach me to become a problem-solving person, independent and responsible for anything related to my study. I do travel on board, going to a different conference every year.
And now I in doubt to pursue my PhD in the same field. I do register as PhD student this semester (second semester 2018/2019). But there is a lot of things distracted me lately. I lost my focus, and I become more stress every day. I lost in my created world. I pretend to be happy and laugh as much as I can.
The worst part in 2018, precisely on 13 December 2018, my beloved auntie passed away. She is disabled, but she is the one who takes care of all my siblings. I can't even see her for the last time. I do accept all the Qada and Qadar. May Allah granted you the highest heaven with my late father, brother and grandmother. Al Fatihah.
That the end of my story. Till then.
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Alhamdulillah! The journey end! |